Falling apart at the seams.

Have you ever felt like there's more to you then what you really know. Like why do you have the traits you do? Why you dislike the things you do? How you act around certain things, or how you act in general?

I've had this thought for quite sometime now. I know that I'm meant to be more then what i am already. I have dark desires and answers, i observe what others don't. I am unique.

Things i've done whilst little have occurred to me as just naughty things i used to do, but what happens if this 'thing' hasn't left? What happens if you finally and truly discover who you were before, that still lingers within you now?

Are you still you, or are you burying the person you once were?

So many questions, thoughts and answers to questions i haven't asked yet. But i know what i am, I guess i've always known, always fantasized it to be true. But you will never know what i really am. Who i really am. Or what i can do.

This is who i am, accept the unknown. Acknowledge what you think you know.

This is my story.

This is, My Secret.

The best things in life are free.

I believe beauty is timeless.

That love can conquer us all.

I believe that disasters combine us.

That compassion breaks the fall.

Broken people are beautiful, they are refined to be diamonds.

A little rough around the edges but within that is true beauty.

Distinguished smiles and silent cries, are what hold society together.

Hatred, pain and deception can last, but love is what's forever.

I believe in the simple things in life.

The priceless ones that rarely come.

I believe that there's more to ones being here,

then whatever meets anothers eye.

Words are the strongest weapons, nothing can hurt more then an invisible wound.

Laughter is the best medicine, you may not live longer but it can feel like you do.

A foot in someone else's shoes will help you understand more.

That Life's obstacles and suffering are chosen for the individuals.

I believe that i have beauty.

Despite my hostile ways.

I know that i can be more then this,

and to figure that out will take me till the end of my days.

I believe beauty is timeless...

© Diana Jane Berquist